After leaving the Mistress of Training's office, Avalan headed to her new room to drop off her stuff. She hadn't brought much, so she just set the two bags on a chair and quickly changed into clean pants and an orange blouse. Since her training wouldn't start right away - she had been given 2 days to settle in - she figured she didn't need to change into her uniform just yet. Feeling better now that she was no longer in her travel worn clothes, she decided to head out to the Tower grounds before her roommate came in. She wasn't quite ready to talk to anyone yet.
As she headed outside she nodded politely at the people she passed, inwardly relieved no one stopped her. Stepping into the sunlight she breathed deeply and looked around at the lush green landscape that surrounded the tower. She looked around, trying to find a quiet place to gather her thoughts. She turned to the trees Owen had led her though a short time earlier, making her way to a large tree at the edge of the grove and sat with her back against it. Now that she was really here she didn't know what to do with herself. It had been her dream for so long, but she couldn't help but question whether she'd made the right choice in coming here.
Instead of letting doubt overcome her, she closed her eyes and instinctively reached out for the wolves. As she'd expected, Sundancer was there. After Venric had told her about who she was and introduced Sundancer to her, the wolf had stuck around and stayed close enough that she could always find him. He'd been instrumental in her learning process, and now he'd become somewhat of a friend, and a guardian during her travels. He was quite a ways off, to avoid people no doubt, but she could tell he was somewhere to the north, in the woods most likely. She merely greeted him and let him know where she was, then let her mind wander.
She thought about the dream she'd had last night. She'd been back at the farm, just she and her mother were at home. She was facing a door, and instead of light coming through the cracks, it seemed to be sucking light in, or darkness seeping out. She knew it was her mother's door, and curious, she reached forward to open it. Her mother had violently shoved her aside, and she had careened into the kitchen table. In that moment the dream had..shifted, as dreams often do. As she stumbled to the table, the dream suddenly sharpened, feeling infinitely more vivid. As had the blow to her ribs when she crashed into the table. She'd started awake at that moment, confused and unable to shake the dream from her mind. And, she'd thought her ribs felt a little tender. But that was impossible, it had only been a dream.
She opened her eyes and took out her notebook and a pencil. She always felt better and her mind clearer after writing. She touched the pencil to the paper, trying to decide on what to write. Fiction? A journal entry? A letter back home? She decided on journaling her last few days, and the thoughts swirling about in her mind, hoping to clear it. She lost herself and her surroundings faded as the pencil flew across the page. Her brow furrowed and her writing grew more frenzied as the stress, worry, and anxiety she'd been bottling up poured onto the pages.
As she headed outside she nodded politely at the people she passed, inwardly relieved no one stopped her. Stepping into the sunlight she breathed deeply and looked around at the lush green landscape that surrounded the tower. She looked around, trying to find a quiet place to gather her thoughts. She turned to the trees Owen had led her though a short time earlier, making her way to a large tree at the edge of the grove and sat with her back against it. Now that she was really here she didn't know what to do with herself. It had been her dream for so long, but she couldn't help but question whether she'd made the right choice in coming here.
Instead of letting doubt overcome her, she closed her eyes and instinctively reached out for the wolves. As she'd expected, Sundancer was there. After Venric had told her about who she was and introduced Sundancer to her, the wolf had stuck around and stayed close enough that she could always find him. He'd been instrumental in her learning process, and now he'd become somewhat of a friend, and a guardian during her travels. He was quite a ways off, to avoid people no doubt, but she could tell he was somewhere to the north, in the woods most likely. She merely greeted him and let him know where she was, then let her mind wander.
She thought about the dream she'd had last night. She'd been back at the farm, just she and her mother were at home. She was facing a door, and instead of light coming through the cracks, it seemed to be sucking light in, or darkness seeping out. She knew it was her mother's door, and curious, she reached forward to open it. Her mother had violently shoved her aside, and she had careened into the kitchen table. In that moment the dream had..shifted, as dreams often do. As she stumbled to the table, the dream suddenly sharpened, feeling infinitely more vivid. As had the blow to her ribs when she crashed into the table. She'd started awake at that moment, confused and unable to shake the dream from her mind. And, she'd thought her ribs felt a little tender. But that was impossible, it had only been a dream.
She opened her eyes and took out her notebook and a pencil. She always felt better and her mind clearer after writing. She touched the pencil to the paper, trying to decide on what to write. Fiction? A journal entry? A letter back home? She decided on journaling her last few days, and the thoughts swirling about in her mind, hoping to clear it. She lost herself and her surroundings faded as the pencil flew across the page. Her brow furrowed and her writing grew more frenzied as the stress, worry, and anxiety she'd been bottling up poured onto the pages.
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