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by Jack » October 13th, 2016, 11:09 am
Jerid Walker Asha'man, the wise one in the Gardens[subtitle]Also the one you really don't underestimate[/subtitle]
Jerid listened in silence as the boy spoke up, noting every word and the tone in which it was spoken. The Indigo remembered all too well the feeling about breaking through a block. But that had been another life, and he a different person.
While he understood the Soldier’s desire to learn and catch up to those who might surpass him, an untrained trainee could do untold damage to himself and others.
“We’ll talk about your activities later, Soldier, and address how to break your block in the proper fashion,” he said simply, coolly. While it might sound like a reprimand, it was also an extended offer should the lad choose to accept.
But he moved passed it, albeit with the intent to circle back on the offer, when the Soldier ruminated on his brief encounters about Cassie, and then asked his question. He stopped in his tracks and spun on his heels, his gold-green eyes calmly evaluating the boy.
He’d trusted someone once, not too long ago, and he’d erred somewhat in that decision. The woman was dead and it revealed she was a traitor. Given other recent discoveries on his own, and a debate about other ideas, he did not know how far darkness could reach down.
And yet the boy had trusted him, and from what he had seen, he’d not been lying about his block. Otherwise, he would not be in the predicament Jerid and Nyoma had found him in.
“I imagine she told you about the fact she killed someone in defense of her brother, yes?” When he saw the boy nod, he frowned. “She carries that guilt with her every day. And it did not help when she fell ill from fever when her uncle discovered the pair after taking down two Whitecloaks not far from Walker Manor in the Caralain. They had been fleeing for two weeks after their father’s master of household died defending them. She spent two weeks in a coma, only to wake and find she could channel, that her father and oldest brother were prisoners of some poor excuse of a House and that she was being separated from her twin brother. She was to come here because my House keeps faith with the Grey, not the White, while her brother returns home to Tar Valon with the assumption he may or may not become the next High Seat of his House. And then she and the party of fifty men who are escorting her to the Tower along with another potential Novice are attacked on the very field outside Hama Valon ... and many of the men who are ordered to protect her -- Andoran and Seanchan -- die doing so. Imagine now, that your horses are shot from beneath you, and the only thing you have to defend you and that other, now injured girl is just a long knife ... and that soon after you see your uncle shot with an arrow whilst he was trying to keep you from safety.”
Jerid knew every detail. He’d been there at the end, with his Warder, awaiting his son and his granddaughter’s party. When he saw the Seanchan, he’d led the Tower Guard arrayed with him into battle. If there was any truth left about Jerid Walker, it was that the former First Seeker was very adept at death and destruction.
“Now imagine, that guilt of all those people who died protecting you weighing down on you. Imagine someone seeing that and seizing an opportunity. They introduce a poison so insidious into you in small quantities over many months, switch an ordinary necklace with a ter’angraeal replica so accurate and start manipulating your dreams.”
He paused only briefly to let the young man absorb the knowledge. It was only brief. “That person triggered a reaction one day that made all her ghosts visible, and triggered the necessary emotions to channel, enough that it caused the evacuation of the Novice Hall. She had to be purged of the poison and reminded of whom she was .. and that was with a shield crafted first by Mirin Sedai and then by myself before she was Healed.”
He turned again, beginning to walk in a rapid, fluid pace once more. “Mirin Sedai, whatever her faults in the end, seemed to keep her from going over the edge. She provided a wall my granddaughter could pound against and a flaming temper that quelled any outbursts. I do believe my granddaughter looked up to her like a mother, and again, for whatever her faults, Mirin cared for her charges, even if she disliked their grandparents.”
Dislike was probably a mild word to use when looking at the interaction between himself and the now-dead Mistress of Novices. It was more like throwing a flaming torch into a building full of exposed fireworks and hoping nothing went off. He’d tried to secretly make peace, but reached a full trust, he felt. Perhaps he was wrong, just as he was wrong in his judgment of the traitor.
But he knew a person who didn’t harm children and at least strived to make them better.
“Mirin is dead and she is without a strong buffer,” he murmured. “Her closest friend is removed to the Farms, and Cassie apparently does not trust the current Mistress of Novices. And her emotions have become more erratic, enough that the only person who was closest to her is now in Camden Corelle as my captain of guard, and heartbroken over the decision but moved to it because the woman she loved became so irrational and hot and cold that she could not cope with it. Someone is trying to drive a wedge between her and all her potential support.”
Again he stopped, and one hand shot out to grasp the Solder’s shoulder. The other went to the hilt of the boy’s sword. While wiry, the Asha’man’s grip was like iron. After a moment he withdrew his hand from the latter and murmured, “She mentioned you to me in a letter, Alric. A Soldier who made things seem light in despair, who seemed to try to let things roll over his shoulders and a man with a good heart. Imagine someone else knowing that and manipulating her in a way that drives a wedge in that wedge. She is a passionate girl, and those traits can be amplified.”
“She’s being pulled in different directions, and by people who are Black Ajah,” he said simply. “There is no concrete proof in this area, but past incidents pointed to another who wants to assume a higher role in that blasted Ajah and think her a stepping stone. Others might think that know, or maybe they just want a key tool.”
His gold-green eyes evaluated the boy, who hadn’t seemed to flee so far. “Her mother is here, and I intend to arrange a meeting, but she made two mistakes: she confronted Elia Sedai, and she brought my name up whilst doing so. I did not raise the current Mistress of Novices high in the Indigo Ajah because she was a pretty little number who would sit pretty and vote the way her Ajah Head desired. I raised her to be a flaming voice of reason and independent thought who could box the flaming Hall’s collective ears should they decide to ignore reason.”
There was a reason Jerid had selected Illyria Sedai over Elia to lead his Ajah. Illryia wasn’t a soldier, she was a voice of reason. Elia reminded the Asha’man too much of himself. Put in place of First Seeker, Elia would not be positioned for higher roles that might teach her temperance. The former Ajah head saw Elia capable of rising higher, even as high as Amyrlin Seat one day.
His eyes focused intently on the boy in front of him as he released him from vice grip. “You know what lies before you, Alric of Mayene. You can go run along or you can try to at least prove whomever is behind this that there’s something of the Cassie you know that can be reached.”
It was an offer and a challenge.
Jerid Walker Asha'man
"We all suffer. It's how we move past it that defines us."