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by Jack » October 2nd, 2016, 8:14 pm
Cassie couldn’t help but smile at Alric’s words and the list of nations he’d visited. For a Mayener soldier, he was well traveled. And of course, she was a little envious of the fact that one could become desensitized to nudity.
There were times when she wondered whether Coren and she had been adopted from Aiel by their father, because she was much more passionate than and less flippant about social norms and Coren was ... well, at least flaming brilliant when it came to turning everything upside down when he pointed out the flaws in most logical arguments.
But alas, his brother’s silver hair matched their father’s, and Cassie often took on her mother’s strict sense of Cairhienin propriety, and she secretly was beginning to thank the Cairhienin noblewoman’s lessons imparted on her daughter.
Now, looking at Alric, she had to admire the man’s knowledge of the different cultures. But at the same time, she didn’t want to stroke his ego.
“Are you insulting Cairhien, my dear Alric,” she asked in a mockingly serious tone. “Because my mother is the daughter of the High Seat of House Tamodred, defender of the Light and servant of the True Dragon Reborn.” She’d only met her grandfather’s family a few times, and from all she’d seen of the Topless Towers, and then of her own mother’s family, she was glad the latter lived near the edge of the nation, because they were less ... scheming.
She patted the soldier’s knee, as if to say she took no offense. “Absolutely horrible in terms of how they rule, how they act and scheme, and how the Whitecloaks subjecigate everyone.” She said the latter with some pang of unavoidable regret. Most did not know the fact she had killed one to save Coren’s life, or the results of its aftermath.
What surprised her, however, was that Alric actually recalled who she was based on the very brief encounter in the lower ranks’ mess. And she was particularly ... grateful he didn’t push the boundaries of inquiring more about the name so many Novices here used to try and insult her. She preferred certain types of company, and in Tar Valon, it was much more acceptable.
And perhaps for the first time in a few weeks, she genuinely laughed at the alternatives to what people could call her. It naturally surprised her, and she almost blushed, ironically over a thing so very trivial compared to actions she was known for among the learning ranks.
It almost made her forget the events of the last few months ... or the last few weeks. The Gaidin with the sun-gold hair, dressed up in ringlets, looked back from atop her horse ... her emerald eyes almost sorrowful ... and found empty spot. Cassie stood atop the battlements, hidden behind the small caravan bound for Camden Corelle, the latest to depart, perhaps the last. She couldn’t bear such proximity.
Her amethyst eyes snapped back into the present as she watched Alric channel yet another ball of fire into being. It was as if he was trying to create the whole range of Ajahs, and for some reason she envied him. At least, to her knowledge, he could channel without being subject to relinquishing control over her emotions.
“I would love to, Soldier Alric,” she murmured, “but I fear any progress I make is best made under heavy Wards and only when, as someone once put it, something’s beneath my skirts. I cannot channel unless I surrender to my emotions. And the former Mistress of Novices said I would need to control such behavior lest I face the option of forkroot to keep me under control.”
Mirin Sedai was no longer Mistress of Novices, and for as much contempt she had now for the woman she had admired so much, she still missed the woman. She’d gone the length to help her when it was simple to hand her off as someone else’s problem. Elia Sedai was ... somewhat different and Cassie found herself not wanting to trust any Mistress of Novice after the truth of Mirin came out.
She looked at Alric and then the naked sword across his lap. Curious, she thought, as she looked at the weapon. She remembered rumors about a Mayener who came to the Tower with reputation as a blademaster. Curious, and as fast as she was, gripped the sword hilt and pulled it away from the Soldier. “Where’s the heron,” she asked, studying the rather unimpressive blade. “My uncle surrendered two to the Mistress of Arms, one of them one he claimed from a Whitecloak.”
Jerid Walker Asha'man
"We all suffer. It's how we move past it that defines us."