Semi-Shara-OOC

[Felix]

I don't know if its a thing but the best parallel is the a semi-shara status. I have been feeling not wanted or annoying. I really don't know what this feeling is, but I am taking the proactive option and leaving the OOC aspect of Grey Tower for a bit. TBH I think this is me imagining stuff but so it doesnt get worse I am doing this for me. I love being a part of the grey tower and I wont let my psyche get between this and myself. I will still be on my active threads and if anyone responds to my wanted thread I would like to get another thread going. If you want to start a thread with me or have any questions or concerns then please send me an email at kennenite@gmail.com or just pm me on here. I will be around just not as active.

[Jon]

I think part of that feeling, Felix, is coming from how busy a lot of the community is right now. You've seen that most of the staff are on leaves or have asked for our patience. The rest of our members, while perhaps not as vocal about their busy-ness, could also be dealing with a lot. So, I would suggest keeping that in mind when thinking about how people interact with you OOC.

Also, sometimes in chat, people have a conversation going, so when you jump into chat with something else, they might appear to ignore you but really are just continuing the conversation. I've had to tell myself not to take that personally, so I know the feeling. Just gotta read through the chat history and see if you can jump in on the conversation. I really am sorry for not being more proactive in making you feel welcome. It's not solely my responsibility, but I haven't been working against it either.

However, that does not mean that the feeling of being ignored/unwanted is immediately going to go away. Your feelings have a root cause, whatever that is, and don't beat yourself up for them. We're all emotional people; we all feel to varying degrees. Just know that what you feel is okay, and I hope that I can help alleviate any negative feelings that you have. <3

[Felix]

<3 Yea I just think a little time will be good. Thank you for your support. Like I said I think my head is messing with me. My head likes to do that, it will take one little thing and blow it up like someone screamed at me. Ill be good in a few days, either way I have been spending way too much time inside, its beautiful here sunny and gorgeous. One last thing, you are so right about the jumping in to a conversation with randomness. Its a flaw I got to work on XD <3 though

[Leala]

Worry not, Felix. My head is known to do that too. Like Phineas said, though, lots of people are really busy, and the chat is usually a good place to get to know people, which would get you better opportunity for rp.

[Sunny]

I think Phin nailed the situation. I'm sorry you feel that way- perhaps when you get back and I get back, we can sit and just chat and get to know one another?

[Felix]

That would be really nice Marla. I look forward to it.

Ill come back to it soon and use the chat again Leala.

[Roan]

I second what everyone else has said. I'm also happy to get to know you in chat when you return!

[Avyra]

You aren't annoying or unwanted! I would rp with you but I can't think of a good thread. <3 But really, I understand the feel (honestly whenever I pm someone to ask for an rp I feel really??? Annoying??? So much annoying.) and would love to chat with you more ooc.

[Jenn]

I'm sorry you feel that way, Felix. When things calm down for.. well, most everyone, it seems, I would love sit down and chat.

[Felix]

Thank you all, I feel the love. Hopefully everything calms down for everyoneveryone soon. This all is making me feel much better it tells me even more that it was all in my head.