A life time ago, Ferran Carbern had ordered Dax to accompany a young Yellow to Tear against his wishes. The newly-raised Gaidin had shattered his knuckles against the wall in helpless rage at realizing he had no choice but to accept the man’s orders. The next day a Gateway closed, cutting him off from an Accepted he had no business being bonded to. Light, but he hated that memory!
There had been no Gaidin Captain to order the unbonded Gaidin about at that time, so Ferran had had the dubious honor of filling two roles at once. The position had been filled since then, however, and the last man on earth the Tairen wanted to see, let alone obey, and been chosen for the honor.
If Ravak Darrow felt glee or concern over his subordinate’s state, he did not show it. He simply tapped his fingers on his desk and waited for Dax to finish swearing. “Julian’s request is reasonable, Dax.” The Shienaran said calmly once the stream of offensive words had ceased. “Sometimes our Drin need special care. You of all people should know that.” Dax snarled a derogatory insult about the younger man’s mother through his teeth, refusing to meet his friend’s eyes. “I’m certain that’s physically impossible,” the Gaidin Captain responded dryly. "Shall we stay on topic?"
Calloused fingers curled open and closed, impotent fury and sharp confusion rolling through their owner. Those feelings had had colors once, Dax remembered vaguely. He had shared them with the only woman he had ever loved, and they had had color. Abruptly his legs could no longer hold his own weight; he collapsed backward, landing in the chair provided for him by the grace of the Creator alone. His palms rose to press against his eyes as he gathered his thoughts. Light, but his head hurt. “Ravak, who in the bloody Creator’s name thinks this is a good idea? There are three dozen other Gaidin who would do a better job.”
“It’s not about who would do a better job,” Ravak said, picking up the strange quill he always had on his desk. “You have been ordered, and therefore you will do as you are told.”
“And if I refuse?” Dax asked, his teeth grinding so hard they could have been heard in the corridor.
“Did you really like the Citadel that much? Malina was telling me they could use a Blademaster.”
Dax’s fist left a lasting impression on Ravak’s door as he departed the man’s office.
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The man who sat in the corner of the rebuilt Blue Heron seemed nothing more than a common soldier save for the set of burly shoulders and a dangerous gleam to cold blue eyes. Some might have noted that for a man who carried a sword he wore remarkably little armor, but most in the establishment did not care. He visited frequently, he paid his tab, and if he started a fight, he finished it outside. What more could a dock district tavern ask for?
It had been two days since Ravak’s command, and through the haze of beer and smoke, Dax continued to contemplate leaving. Mando had written to him about an opportunity with a minor Lord in Andor; it would give him enough gold to find another position. There were many in the world who would pay quite well to have a pet Blademaster. Then again...road life could be rough, and he did not fancy the long hours of nothing to think about.
With a half frown, Dax pushed himself up to join an ongoing game of dice. Soon enough a barmaid had found her way over to lean against him suggestively, and he had forgotten his worries in the raucous laughter and ritual insults of the game. Whether or not he mentored Talian Edamame-whatsit or left the Tower for good could be decided another day.
Or perhaps not.
There had been no Gaidin Captain to order the unbonded Gaidin about at that time, so Ferran had had the dubious honor of filling two roles at once. The position had been filled since then, however, and the last man on earth the Tairen wanted to see, let alone obey, and been chosen for the honor.
If Ravak Darrow felt glee or concern over his subordinate’s state, he did not show it. He simply tapped his fingers on his desk and waited for Dax to finish swearing. “Julian’s request is reasonable, Dax.” The Shienaran said calmly once the stream of offensive words had ceased. “Sometimes our Drin need special care. You of all people should know that.” Dax snarled a derogatory insult about the younger man’s mother through his teeth, refusing to meet his friend’s eyes. “I’m certain that’s physically impossible,” the Gaidin Captain responded dryly. "Shall we stay on topic?"
Calloused fingers curled open and closed, impotent fury and sharp confusion rolling through their owner. Those feelings had had colors once, Dax remembered vaguely. He had shared them with the only woman he had ever loved, and they had had color. Abruptly his legs could no longer hold his own weight; he collapsed backward, landing in the chair provided for him by the grace of the Creator alone. His palms rose to press against his eyes as he gathered his thoughts. Light, but his head hurt. “Ravak, who in the bloody Creator’s name thinks this is a good idea? There are three dozen other Gaidin who would do a better job.”
“It’s not about who would do a better job,” Ravak said, picking up the strange quill he always had on his desk. “You have been ordered, and therefore you will do as you are told.”
“And if I refuse?” Dax asked, his teeth grinding so hard they could have been heard in the corridor.
“Did you really like the Citadel that much? Malina was telling me they could use a Blademaster.”
Dax’s fist left a lasting impression on Ravak’s door as he departed the man’s office.
---
The man who sat in the corner of the rebuilt Blue Heron seemed nothing more than a common soldier save for the set of burly shoulders and a dangerous gleam to cold blue eyes. Some might have noted that for a man who carried a sword he wore remarkably little armor, but most in the establishment did not care. He visited frequently, he paid his tab, and if he started a fight, he finished it outside. What more could a dock district tavern ask for?
It had been two days since Ravak’s command, and through the haze of beer and smoke, Dax continued to contemplate leaving. Mando had written to him about an opportunity with a minor Lord in Andor; it would give him enough gold to find another position. There were many in the world who would pay quite well to have a pet Blademaster. Then again...road life could be rough, and he did not fancy the long hours of nothing to think about.
With a half frown, Dax pushed himself up to join an ongoing game of dice. Soon enough a barmaid had found her way over to lean against him suggestively, and he had forgotten his worries in the raucous laughter and ritual insults of the game. Whether or not he mentored Talian Edamame-whatsit or left the Tower for good could be decided another day.
Or perhaps not.



