I'm the same, I'm the same, I'm trying to change
Posted: February 28th, 2017, 10:44 pm
Maever Donovan
Paving the stones flowed awkwardly to part the reeds, though Maever was not very good with the names of these sword forms. They were almost like the Old Tongue to him, and instead of learning their names he instead learned how the words rolled through his ears, alarmed his senses into responsive action, and remembered how they made his body move.
A body that only moved in the way it was told to. When an opponent came in from overhead, you stepped back and retaliated with three hawks take flight. If your opponent held his sword in his left hand, you did well to use morning salute. Unless, like all of Matty's characters, you were left handed also...
Maever's coat and medic's bag sat beneath a shady tree that cheerful warm morning, and the top couple of buttons of his neat yellow shirt were undone in an uncharacteristic show of skin. Sleeves were rolled up, and in the void all was calm. Maever threw in all his doubt, all his worry, and anything he heard from anyone else, into that small, dark place where he left the Healer behind, and became the weapon. His sword was an extension of his body, and when he moved it responded. Usually. It didn't flow with the smoothness of his peers, and the temptation to compare himself to a Drin was strong, but Maever practised his forms regardless. Otherwise, how else was he going to improve? I do be the wind, light and flowing, always changing... if he told himself this enough, perhaps it would come true.
No sweat. No tears. No strain. Maever was cool in the void, his heavy breathing the only indication of any fatigue. The Illianer's normally warm expression was considering and cool as he looked at a point in his near distance, an invisible figure he sparred against because he was too shy to ask one of the other men, and they did not care to spar with him either. Sometimes this invisible figure was his brother, or something his father. Other times it would be a fellow Asha'man who had not been pleasant to him as a trainee, or an Aes Sedai who mocked him where he required a softer touch. He would spar them in this way because one day he would be more than himself, something more complete and absolute, and at that point he would be real enough to upgrade to the imagination's inspirational, actual counterparts.
"Asha'man Maever!"
The Illianer heard his name and paused, sheathing his sword in a motion that showed he knew how to not cut his own limbs off. It was a Dedicated who stood a safe distance away from the range of his blade, getting his attention. The man removed himself from the void and gave the sturdy Dedicated a smile. "Fortune favour you, do everything be okay?"
"There's been an accident in the channelling grounds and they need a Yellow," the man said.
It didn't matter that other Yellows, other Healers were closer. It didn't matter what Maever was doing, he would be interrupted at any time of the day or night with such queries. Because when they called, he answered, and right then he went to grab his medic's kit and his coat. "Lead the way," he said to the Dedicated, shrugging his coat back on. The dragon pin glittered in the sunlight as he stepped out of the light of the tree.
Sometimes, there was not a need to change.
A body that only moved in the way it was told to. When an opponent came in from overhead, you stepped back and retaliated with three hawks take flight. If your opponent held his sword in his left hand, you did well to use morning salute. Unless, like all of Matty's characters, you were left handed also...
Maever's coat and medic's bag sat beneath a shady tree that cheerful warm morning, and the top couple of buttons of his neat yellow shirt were undone in an uncharacteristic show of skin. Sleeves were rolled up, and in the void all was calm. Maever threw in all his doubt, all his worry, and anything he heard from anyone else, into that small, dark place where he left the Healer behind, and became the weapon. His sword was an extension of his body, and when he moved it responded. Usually. It didn't flow with the smoothness of his peers, and the temptation to compare himself to a Drin was strong, but Maever practised his forms regardless. Otherwise, how else was he going to improve? I do be the wind, light and flowing, always changing... if he told himself this enough, perhaps it would come true.
No sweat. No tears. No strain. Maever was cool in the void, his heavy breathing the only indication of any fatigue. The Illianer's normally warm expression was considering and cool as he looked at a point in his near distance, an invisible figure he sparred against because he was too shy to ask one of the other men, and they did not care to spar with him either. Sometimes this invisible figure was his brother, or something his father. Other times it would be a fellow Asha'man who had not been pleasant to him as a trainee, or an Aes Sedai who mocked him where he required a softer touch. He would spar them in this way because one day he would be more than himself, something more complete and absolute, and at that point he would be real enough to upgrade to the imagination's inspirational, actual counterparts.
"Asha'man Maever!"
The Illianer heard his name and paused, sheathing his sword in a motion that showed he knew how to not cut his own limbs off. It was a Dedicated who stood a safe distance away from the range of his blade, getting his attention. The man removed himself from the void and gave the sturdy Dedicated a smile. "Fortune favour you, do everything be okay?"
"There's been an accident in the channelling grounds and they need a Yellow," the man said.
It didn't matter that other Yellows, other Healers were closer. It didn't matter what Maever was doing, he would be interrupted at any time of the day or night with such queries. Because when they called, he answered, and right then he went to grab his medic's kit and his coat. "Lead the way," he said to the Dedicated, shrugging his coat back on. The dragon pin glittered in the sunlight as he stepped out of the light of the tree.
Sometimes, there was not a need to change.